Seriously life without BFF's sucks..it really does. I mean how can I possibly explain to my husband why I feel little fruity today and why i think my shade of nailpaint is gonna kick ass!
Move on..I never really understood this phrase. How can I move on when I have cherished those little moments of you n me in a special room of the maze called my memories and which I choose to ignore. How can I pretend not to not see those little sparkling lights coming from the room with a big red bow. Thats what I call the time spent with you..heaven. I won't give any moment of it..ok maybe some where things started falling apart. But in a true sense, it hurts when I breath..it really does as if my existence is futile. As if we were part of this great collage and someone maybe fate just pulled us out of it one by one and threw us into another painting which quite honestly is incomplete without the former. They need to go side by side.
So here I sit and brood on what happened, I can't change it..I tried to..but maybe I broke ur heart beyond repair and now all I can do is pray..pray I get someone like you, pray I find a soulmate in someone, a world full of heartless souls.
I miss you my dear friends..if you so happen to read this, chances of which are Paris announcing sainthood and Obama keeping his big mouth shut. May god give me the strength to move on..
